Sometimes, if I think about the fact that I’m in my mid 40’s, unemployed and trying to get work in a field that is, while not new to me, one that I haven’t been in in a long, long, time, I get freaked out.
The thing is, I know I have the skills. I know I’m a good writer, editor, researcher, etc. but . . .
The job market can be freaky.
I often wake up in the morning and kinda freak out.
I wake up more in the middle of the night.
It is going to be December this week and no one really hires, unless I want to be Santa, but it is even kinda late for that.
a little denial is not a bad thing.